And so I think maybe loving you was a mistake
A mistake that can't be undone
Because now I'm trapped
Trapped in this angst
This jealousy
This fear
This question
Of whether or not I EVER cross your mind
Of how much you love me
If you love me at all
You have this crazy way of mixing up all my emotions
Into a deadly concoction
That will end up killing me
Do you enjoy killing me?
How I know the feeling. Sometimes you must get a third party's opinion, someone without a lover's bias. It's so easy to get trapped in a make-believe love.
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It's also so easy for things to fall apart... And I feel like that happens too, too often...
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